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Marcia Clark Quotes On The O.J. Simpson Verdict Prove It Was "Physically Painful" For The Lawyer

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American Crime Story: The People v. O.J. Simpson concludes with the closing arguments of the lead counselors on the case — Johnnie Cochran, Christopher Darden, and Marcia Clark — followed by the verdict that sent shockwaves through a nation watching on TV at home. But what did the lead prosecutor think of losing the so-called "trial of the century"? Marcia Clark quotes on the O.J. Simpson verdict, which she has been fairly open about giving, unlike other officers of court present during the trial, reveal just how devastated she really was to see her case crumble.

"Please don't let this make you lose faith in our system," Marcia Clark implored the public after the verdict was read, and O.J. Simpson was acquitted in 1995.

In an interview that aired almost 20 years later, Clark told Dateline of the not guilty verdict: "It felt horrible. It was physically painful. That was not justice. And I thought of Ron [Goldman] and Nicole [Brown Simpson], and I thought, this is wrong. It's so wrong."

The People v. O.J. Simpson does a great job of showing us how the prosecution damned themselves from day one, believing their evidence was incontrovertible, and failing to foresee a defense that hinged on racial tension between black Americans and the police, and a corrupt police force — both of which were apparently true — instead of a case that focused on the murder itself.

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"At the end of the day, there was no way to reach that jury," Clark added. "There was no way to make them believe. There really wasn't."

As for the monumental error of having Simpson try on the gloves in front of the jury — gloves that didn't fit and which certainly offered reasonable doubt that he committed the crime — Clark said that she didn't blame her second chair Christopher Darden for going ahead with the stunt.

"If that lost the case for us, we were never going to win anyway," she said.

After the verdict came down, Marcia Clark resigned from the District Attorney's office and took some time off, eventually finding her way back to her initial dream of crime writing.

"I was exhausted. I was physically and emotionally drained," she said this past March on Dateline NBC. "It was a tough year and a half of feeling kind of battered on all sides and I really just needed to recover. And then I just kind of felt like, 'I don't need to do this anymore.'"

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LOS ANGELES, UNITED STATES: Prosecutors Marcia Clark (L) and Christopher Darden (R) listen to defense lawyer Johnnie Cochran Jr. 27 September while he addresses the jury during closing arguments during the O.J. Simpson double murder trial. Cochran cited the 'defining moment in the trial' as the day prosecutor Christopher Darden asked Simpson to try on the bloody evidence gloves and the defendant told jurors they were to small for his large hands. AFP PHOTO (Photo credit should read Vince Bucci/AFP/Getty Images)

In another recent interview with People, Clark revealed her surprise that murderers, and especially racially-charged police shootings, continue to be acquitted, even if there's video tape of the incident: